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I really like this song..
*Over* by Lindsay Lohan
I watched the walls around me crumble
but it's not like I wont build them up again
so here's your last chance for redemption
So take it while it lasts cause it will end
And my tears are turning into time
I've wasted trying to find a reason for goodbye
Chorus:
I can't live without you
Can't breathe without you
I'm dreaming about you, honestly
tell me that it's over
cause if the world is spinning and I'm still living
It won't be right if were not in it together
tell me that it's over
And I'll be the first to go
Don't wanna be the last to know
I won't be the one to chase you
but at the same time your the heart that I call home
I'm always stuck with these emotions
and the more I try to feel the less I'm whole
My tears are turning into time
I've wasted trying to find a reason for goodbye
Chorus:
I can't live without you
Can't breathe without you
I'm dreaming about you, honestly
tell me that it's over
cause if the world is spinning and I'm still living
It won't be right if were not in it together
tell me that it's over
And I'll be the first to go
Yeah, I'll be the first to go
Don't wanna be the last to know
Over, Over, Over
My tears are turning into time
I've wasted trying to find a reason for goodbye
Chorus:
I can't live without you
Can't breathe without you
I'm dreaming about you, honestly
tell me that it's over
cause if the world is spinning and I'm still living
It won't be right we're not in it together
tell me that it's over
tell me that it's over
over
Honestly tell me
Honestly tell me
Don't tell me that it's over
Don't tell me that it's over
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[28 Feb 2005|01:58pm] |
To Play Soccer..or..Not To Play Soccer??
That is the question!
Hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm idk?
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[27 Feb 2005|08:27pm] |
What is the date for SENIOR SKIP DAY?? Is it May 27th..so we have the long weekend due to Memorial Day Monday??
LET ME KNOW PLEASE!
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[25 Feb 2005|01:30pm] |
60 days of school left, not counting weekends, breaks, or half days.
**96 counting straight to june 2nd**
101 days till graduation
dammmmmn! 60 more days to wake up and wish i wasnt getting ready for school. whoooo!
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| ATTENTION!! |
[24 Feb 2005|02:21pm] |
Leave a comment with..
1. your name
2. a picture of you [if you do not have a picture you can skip this]
3. and your graduation year
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[22 Feb 2005|12:57pm] |
As we grow up, we learn that the one person that wasn't suppose to let you down probably will. You'll have your heart broken-- probably more than once and it's going to be harder everytime.. You'll break hearts too, so remember how it feels. You'll fight with your best friends and loose friends that you thought you'd always have. You'll blame a new love for things an old one did. You'll cry, because time is passing - so fast and you'll eventually lose somebody that you could never picture your life without. So.. take too many pictures laugh just a little too hard, and love like you've never been hurt because every minute you're angry - or upset is sixty seconds of happiness you'll NEVER get back...
( ThIs & ThAt )
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[21 Feb 2005|01:31pm] |
( BORED )
LMAO THATS AWESOME =)
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[20 Feb 2005|07:31pm] |
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Friday Went to Davids Bridal with Jen to look for prom dresses. Saw a couple I liked but I'm still unsure so idk?? I need to really start shopping around more..I think Lakeside is calling my name.
Saturday Went to get my hair redid..looks better now..not as red. Then I went to Ro's house. We just got pizza and then we went to Lakeside. I didnt look for any prom dresses tho. Saw Kellie and Tricia..Tricias in the same boat as me with the whole dress deal so yeah..talked to them a few..then went back to Ro's to hang out..Came home and really didnt do much..talked to Ryan on the phone =) yay!!
Sunday *ToDaY* Had to work. What joy. Ryan went to go get a tattoo and then we were suppose to hang out. Damn Michigan weather took a shit and decided to give us a freakin blizzard. Damn..so that basically ruined our plans. =( *Sadness* I miss hanging out with him and I want everything to be ok between us. During the summer..now that was awesome. I'm workin on it tho. I want us to be a little sweeter than we already are haha. =D
Tomorrow Really not sure what I'm doing. Hopefully it stops snowing. I'm beginning to hate it more and more now. Then back to school Tuesday..ughhhhh. Cant wait to graduate tho. Damn how many days we got left lol..
Well I'll update this later I guess..
<3 Meeeee!
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[18 Feb 2005|09:54am] |
( FRIENDS COLLAGE )
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Fuck that myspace thing..I give up..I like livejournal much better!
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Yesterdaywent to Ro’s house for like 4 hours. Had a lot of fun over there…7-11..red cheeto’s turning Ro’s fingers red as hell lmao…taking funny ass pictures. Maybe this weekend we can hang out again. After Ro’s I had to go to work. Omgosh I freakin love Jodie, Jenny and Tara! They’re my favorite people to work with..to bad they go home like a half hour after I get there. At our work they put up this big old mirror thing and we were all standing there saying how fat we looked..seriously even if you are skinny you do look kinda fatter in this mirror. I cant wait till I turn 19 tho..Canada baby!! Jodie already said, shes taking me there with Tara. That would be so friggin sweet. Damnit only like 11 more months away!
Todaysuppose to hang out with Jen and go prom dress shopping and just hit up the malls. Should be really funnn!
Tomorrownot really sure what I’m doing. Maybe hang out with Ro for a little bit..hit up the malls again haha. Since we didn’t do that yesterday. Who knows..maybe hang out with Ryan because I miss him like crrrrrazy!
I’ll update later or something..
I need a freakin date for prom..
Who do I take? Who do I take? Who do I take? Any suggestions people?
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[17 Feb 2005|10:04am] |
I didnt make it to the soccer meeting because I had to work..
Does anybody know when conditioning times are?? and then try out dates??
Let Me Know Please!!
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[16 Feb 2005|01:37pm] |
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Last winter break..hopefully it goes good.
+Tomorrow= Hopefully hanging out with Ro. Should be fun! She's my BEST FRIEND FOR LIFE! After work
+Friday= Not sure..whatevers open..hang out with people.and work
+Saturday= Maybe going prom dress shopping with Jen..(if she dont have to work) maybe after hanging out with Ro..
+Sunday= Working..not sure what I'm doing after..hang out with people
+Monday= Not sure..maybe hang out with some people I usually dont..see if it works out.
So if anybody wants to hang out with me let me know..ya know the number 2
( Good Song )
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I absolutely love this song!!!
"Going Crazy"
Ever since the day you went away and left me lonely and cold
My life just hasn't been the same ohh baby, nooo
When I looked into your eyes the moment that I let you go
I just broke down (down)
Baby if I ever get the chance to be with you again I would sacrifice
Cuz the feeling that I feel within
No other man would ever make me feel so right
Its nice to smile when I get your phone call at night
But I'd rather have you here with me, right next to me
I miss the way you hold me tight
[Bridge]
I gotta let you know I feel so weak without your touch
I never thought that I could ever love a man so much
I gotta let you know I think that we are destiny
For you I'd cross the world, for you I'd do anything
[Chorus 2x]
Thats right baby I'm going crazy
I need to be your lady
I've been thinking lately
That you and me, yes we can make it
Just ride with me, roll with me I'm in love with you baby
Break it down now I'll tell you what I feel
From the moment that I met you its been so damn real
My heart seems to skip another beat
Every time we speak, I can't believe I feel so weak
Tell me that you really need me and you want me and you miss me
And you love me I'm your lady
I'll be around waiting for you I'll put it down be the woman for you
I'm falling so deep for you crazy over for you
I`m calling, calling out to you what am I going to do?
It's true and no fronting
Its you and no other i can no longer go on without you
I'll just break down (down)
[Bridge]
I gotta let you know I feel so weak without your touch
I never thought that I could ever love a man so much
I gotta let you know I think that we are destiny
For you I'd cross the world, for you I'd do anything
[Chorus 2x]
Thats right baby I'm going crazy
I need to be your lady
I've been thinking lately
That you and me, yes we can make it
Just ride with me, roll with me I'm in love with you baby
Ohhh, ohhh....
Crazy... lady..... lately....
Ohhh ohhh.....
Ohh ohhh ohhhhhh
Baby...
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I'm kinda getting really sick of this whole thing.. I really need a guy..damnit! But when it seems like things are going good someone else comes along and I'm fucking sick of it. People say they know me but, they really dont! And this whole valentines day thing..can go blow itself. It sucks when you have no one there for you.
Please don’t judge me by my face. By my religion or my race. Please don’t laugh at what I wear. Or how I look, or do my hair. Please look a little deeper. Way down inside..and although you may not see it, I have a lot to hide. Behind my smile I softly cry. Please look a little deeper, and maybe you will see..the lonely little girl..that lives inside of me. Please listen carefully to her, she’ll show that she is insecure. Please try to be a friend to her, and show her that you care. Please just get to know her, and maybe you will see, that if you just look deep enough, you will find the REAL ME!
I'm not really sure whats going on this weekend? Probably nothing like usual. But if you would like to hang out let me know. I really need to start hanging out with everyone a little more because soon enough I probably wont be seeing them for a long time after hs..so I better make the most of it now, I suppose??? </3 I just dont know anymore??
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[08 Feb 2005|12:44pm] |
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Ok so lately..hmmm
::Friday::Didnt go to school..Had to work, but Ryan A came up to my work and brought me McDonalds. Omgosh I was so happy lol. Made my fricken day! =D
::Saturday::Had the family over for my bday party. It was alright. Then later on went bowling. Damn I suck..first two games I got like 80 somethings.. lmao and then the 3rd game I got exactly 100. Whoooo GO ME!
::Sunday::Turned the wonderful 18!!!!! Hung out with Kelly. Went to Lakeside, and went to Star to go see Boogeyman. Holy shit was I scared. I hate scary movies.. damn! Then after I just relaxed at home and shit. Fun Fun??
****Thanks to everyone who wished me a happy birthday..you guys know who you are!****
::Monday::School ughhhhhh. But my classes are still ok. I just cant wait till we fricken graduate. I'm sick of this hell hole.
+++ Things to Think about.. +++
+Soccer or No Soccer?? That is the question!
+What the hell am I doing for Spring Break??? I'm def not sitting at home on my fat ass!
+Shopping for Prom..and with whoooo?
+SENIOR SKIP DAY!! I so want to go to CEDAR POINT!!
+Graduation Party and such
+Summer vacation better rock..
Idk if thats all..I feel like I'm missing something!
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[06 Feb 2005|10:43am] |
TODAYS MY 18TH BIRTHDAY!!!
Not that anyone really gives a damn..but hey! :-/
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ok so my birthday is in 3 days. hopefully it will be a good one. other years have sucked so yeah. i really am looking forward to next years bday even more tho. CANADA here i come!!! tomorrows already friday..this week sure flew by. for my classes- yep i really do like them. blow off classes for a blow off/ laid back/ easy ass yeaaaar! but yeah as for this weekend im not sure yet. ryan and i are suppose to hang out. really looking forward to that. kelly and i will probably hang out sunday for my birthday and if anybody else wants to join us let us know. i atleast want to have a fun bday and do something. but yeah im a loser and no one really cares bout me so idk? ok well thats all for now.
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[01 Feb 2005|03:39pm] |
FEB 6TH = MY 18th BIRTHDAY
WHOOOO! Oh yeah and its also the Super Bowl :-P
But my Birthday is more special!
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